Emilia Clarke opens up about suffering 2 brain hemorrhages in her 20s
Emilia Clarke Shares Personal Journey Through Two Brain Hemorrhages in Her Early 20s
Emilia Clarke opens up about suffering 2 – Actress Emilia Clarke, who gained global fame for her role as Daenerys Targaryen in the hit series “Game of Thrones,” has revealed the emotional and physical toll of surviving two brain hemorrhages during her twenties. Her candid account, shared at Variety’s Power of Women London event, highlights a period of silence and self-doubt that shaped her career and personal life.
A Hidden Struggle for Years
Clarke, 39, admitted she kept her experiences private for years. “It took time to truly understand my own story,” she reflected, speaking after receiving an honor at the event. Her journey began in 2011, when she first faced the diagnosis of brain bleeds. At the time, she described feeling “ashamed and overwhelmed,” unsure of how to process the medical challenges she encountered.
“In 2011, I didn’t want anyone to know about my brain bleeds. I was ashamed and overwhelmed by a diagnosis I didn’t understand.”
Clarke’s second hemorrhage occurred in 2013, but even then, she remained reluctant to discuss her condition. “I never had the chance to reflect on what my two brain traumas had done to me because I could walk, talk, and perform as usual,” she explained. “Within weeks of each injury, I was back on camera, almost as if nothing had changed.”
Overlooking the Signs of Long-Term Impact
Despite her visible resilience, Clarke noted that she overlooked subtle but significant symptoms over the years. “I ignored what was happening with my hormones, or rather my lack of them, and my extreme fatigue,” she said. “Those were things I didn’t talk about, even though they affected my daily life.”
“What about my anxiety? Surely that is normal working in our image-obsessed industry? Breaking a rib after filming a sex scene? Well, maybe that was his fault. But sometimes even blacking out after long night shoots? The pain all over my body? I didn’t even think I should find out why.”
Clarke attributed many of her struggles to stress and her relentless work schedule, believing she had “been fixed” by the time she returned to acting. Her doctors, too, were confident in her recovery, but she later realized they had missed the broader picture. “None of us could see the pattern,” she said. “I just blamed myself for not being strong enough.”
Revealing the Truth in 2019
When Clarke finally opened up about her brain injuries in 2019, the reaction was overwhelming. “We were flooded with messages from people who had similar experiences,” she said. “It was a moment of connection, where survivors felt seen and understood.”
“Fifteen years after my first bleed, I have the hindsight to see how difficult that time truly was.”
Her revelation sparked conversations about the long-term effects of brain trauma, which she described as “extraordinarily complex.” She emphasized how the impact of these injuries often goes unnoticed, especially in a profession that values performance over personal health. “It never occurred to me that maybe the problem wasn’t me… that it was because brain injury is a silent force that can unravel your life in ways you can’t immediately perceive,” she said.
Founding a Charity to Support Others
Clarke’s personal journey led her to establish the brain recovery charity “SameYou,” a name chosen to symbolize the return to one’s former self after trauma. “Today, we have tens of thousands of survivors in our community saying essentially the same thing: the journey to healing feels like falling off the edge of a cliff without anyone there to catch you,” she shared.
The charity aims to provide resources and support for those navigating the aftermath of brain injuries. Clarke described her motivation as a desire to connect with others who had faced similar challenges. “I wanted to create a space where people could talk about their struggles without shame, and where the complexities of recovery could be acknowledged,” she explained.
Reclaiming Her Energy and Positivity
Clarke’s path to recovery involved collaboration with neuroscientist David Putrino at the Mount Sinai Hospital in New York City. “Working with him changed everything,” she said. “He helped me understand that my brain wasn’t just damaged—it was evolving, and I had to adapt to that process.”
“When you think about who you are – your personality, your intellect, your humor, your memories, your excellent taste – where do they live? Your mind.”
Through this partnership, Clarke rediscovered the “energy and positivity” she once had in her twenties. “It’s like the pieces of my identity that were scattered came back together,” she said. She now sees her past struggles as part of a larger narrative about the resilience required to recover from neurological trauma. “When that fails you, it can shake your trust in yourself. It can leave you frightened and convinced you’ll never be who you were again,” she added.
A New Perspective on Health and Resilience
Clarke’s story has become a beacon of hope for others facing similar challenges. She highlighted the importance of acknowledging the hidden battles of brain injury, particularly in the entertainment industry where physical appearances often take precedence. “I realized that my symptoms weren’t just personal—they were a warning for others who might be suffering in silence,” she said.
Her experience also shifted her understanding of health and recovery. “I used to think of healing as a linear process, but now I see it as something unpredictable and deeply personal,” she explained. “It’s not just about getting back to normal—it’s about learning to live differently with the same spirit.”
Empowering a Generation of Survivors
As the brain injury community grows, Clarke hopes her story will inspire greater awareness and empathy. “We’re still only beginning to understand the full impact of these injuries,” she noted. “But with more people sharing their journeys, we can create a movement that supports long-term healing.”
“Today we have tens of thousands of survivors in our community saying essentially the same thing: the journey to healing feels like falling off the edge of a cliff without anyone there to catch you.”
Clarke’s openness has not only helped her reclaim her health but also paved the way for others to seek help. “I’m grateful for the chance to talk about my struggles, because now I know that the same pain I felt can be shared, and that sharing it can make all the difference,” she said. Her work with SameYou continues to grow, offering a lifeline to those who feel isolated in their recovery.
Reflecting on her past, Clarke acknowledged the emotional weight of her journey. “I thought I had been fixed, but it took years for me to realize that the real healing starts when you stop blaming yourself and start listening to your body,” she concluded. Her story now serves as a reminder that recovery is not always immediate, and that the road to wellness requires patience, understanding, and support.
